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14th Anniversary Edition, Live Encounters Poetry & Writing Volume Five Nov-Dec 2023.
Darker, poem by Silva Zanoyan Merjanian
Darker
this night picks at life’s oldest scabs
I remember it darker
Cohen tangled in white curtains
can’t silence regret’s howl in gutters of shame
stillness of the stars judges memory’s backwash callused on my tongue
my pen pierces a mother’s wail
and I remember how to sigh without an exhale
If mine is the asphalt catching scream of roadkill in a poem
yours are the corpses of prayers cast by the side of highways
our violence a credulous bystander to shame lost in cobwebs of freedom
we scrub the sky clean of dark clouds
knowing it’ll stain the rooftops with every raindrop
somewhere mothers glaze their children’s handprints on the soil we hope to turn
but never dare
A night like this can turn around
walk away with the limp of an old man
darker in my memory as it gets closer to the morning light
darker as I wake it up in my bloodshot eyes
© Silva Zanoyan Merjanian
Silva Zanoyan Merjanian is an Armenian American poet. Her work is featured international poetry journals. Merjanian has two volumes of poetry, Uncoil a Night (2013) and Rumor (Cold River Press, 2015.) Rumor won the Pinnacle Book Achievement Award Fall 2015 for best poetry book by NABE, she has 3 poems from Rumor nominated for Pushcart Prize.