Perie Longo – My Father’s Business

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My Father’s Business, poems by Perie Longo.


My Father’s Business

was the church of singing mountain streams,
low notes hiding rainbow trout.
You didn’t so much catch one, as dip the pole
gently in, not to crease the water’s stillness,
a worm threaded hook at the tip,

and when you felt a tremble in your hand
you’d lift the fish up almost as if it were
the most fragile thing on earth, like a child
out of the bath, that kind of reverence.

His other business, besides the flock
of five kids he called his little Peppers,
was his writing when not exploring beneath
the crannies of earth to probe what lives
beneath the skin of things.

Yesterday I showed my granddaughter,
after her first day of biology, his book
authored a lifetime ago, The Science of Zoology.
She lit like sun on water, “Cells!
Just what I need!” Like time I mulled,

flowing into a thousand infinite energies,
she carrying splashes of his passion. The book
snuggled to her chest, I caught the sound
of his old Royal tap-tapping in the far distance,
mother calling him to turn off the light.


The Warming Hut

for Ronnie (1941- 1998)

We should be sending our warm breath
to the stars by now, a wreath 
from our bellies to the tip of the big dipper.

We should be skating

pell mell toward each other
our  mittened hands snow-crusted ready
to catch each other in remarkable trust,
no space between
and twirl, oh, the heaven of it,

spiraling out into
the knife edged air
as we hold each other up,

heads tossed back,
hair flying in this young dynamic,
bodies taut and full.

Now we should be in the warming hut,
ice clusters evaporating like the hour,
an exquisite ache in our toes.

We are the only ones here
except for the man who smiles, fires
the pot belly stove with logs from the woods beyond

while we unlace our skates, reach under the bench
for our boots we will need in more ways
than we can imagine, years laterto grip us like any cold snap,
you letting go of my hand
as I reach out in the dark to catch you.


Fall risk

Soon after hip surgery repair,
ball in socket kind of thing, 2:00 am,
I try to turn over. An alarm shrieks.
The night nurse rushes into my room.
“You can’t move,” she says,
“you’ll wake the dead.” I’m not?

A red plastic bracelet tells the story:
FALL RISK, also printed in black
on the wall chart above my bed.
Without my name. Is this what’s left of me?
Why do I keep throwing myself
to the ground, three times this year
as if in supplication. Not on purpose,

mind you. I once read when our woes
get the best of us, kneel down on Earth
and breathe troubles into her arms.
She’ll manage everything. I was young then,
always one with patchwork clouds
tinted gold, and hawks holding court treetop
at dusk. Now look at me, a Fall Risk
imprisoned in rehab along with Earth choked
in all the ways we’ve reduced her to parch.

When I found myself immobile on asphalt,
I figured a gremlin’s hand had reached up
to punish me for some unknown transgression.
I was alone, feebly calling Help. No response,
yet there was a fleeting moment

I felt part of so many others around the world,
all of us falling one way or another
connected beyond anything that makes sense.
I breathed out and somehow came to be
on the other side of the sirens, raising the ire

of the night nurse. As she wheels me
to the rest room, I tell her I have a whole list
of other more interesting risks, if she’s up for it.
In the backlight, she bursts out laughing
our revelry real as any prayer.


© Perie Longo

Perie Longo, Santa Barbara, CA Poet Laureate (2007-09) has published four books of poetry: Milking the Earth, the Privacy of Wind, With Nothing Behind but Sky: a journey through grief, and most recently Baggage Claim as well as poems in Connecticut Review, International Poetry Review, Miramar, Nimrod, Paterson Literary Review, Prairie Schooner, Rattle, Salt, and others. Since 1984 she continues to lead poetry workshops for the Santa Barbara Writers Conference as well as privately. A psychotherapist, she facilitates poetry therapy writing workshops at Santa Barbara Hospice and is Poetry Chair of the Nuclear Age Peace Foundation.

12 Replies to “Perie Longo – My Father’s Business”

  1. Magnificent at every level! Takes a pretty darn magnificoess to pour out love and tenderness touching our hearts and minds! Thank you dearest Lioness! My love and gratitude to be a friend and fellow Lioness

    1. Thanks Dear Lioness friend Jackie,
      Your comment warms my heart. I was surprise to see your comment when I didn’t even know the poems had been posted, on Zoom all day. Always appreciate your support.

  2. Bravo Perie.. Your poems never cease to amaze me!!!! Beautifully crafted and exquisitely written… Love how you bring us into your world!

  3. Especially love the revelry and the more interesting risks. Wry, as you have always been!
    Congratulations! Your father would be so proud of his single minded, fiercely independent daughter!

    1. Thanks much, Jean! You are my only current friend who knew my dear father. I got my wryness from him I think. I’m probably too independent, but, oh well. How kind of you to write.

      Love,
      Perie J.

  4. Congratulations! What a fine surprise to find these gifts we thought we might not see published. Wonderful!

  5. Dear Ann,
    Thank you much for the surprise of hearing from you. I didn’t know until moments ago the poems had been posted. Surprise all the way around. This is also a good place to send some of your poems. 🙂

    Love,
    Perie

  6. These poems of deep appreciation of connection are gorgeous and touching. We connect to the earth, maybe sometimes by accident, to each other and in these poems, I think you’re more at risk of flying than falling.
    Thank you for this selection!

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